I'm so emotionally exhausted … I hate it?

Why am I emotionally exhausted? "Do not talk to me, I speak anyone, no friends, I have common interests with, obsessed with someone who is in front of me in class (same sex) NVR talked with them-C is in the honors class, and 3B (wild relatives), have obtained my iPhone stolen, cannot drive Locker (IM 15), hate hate group carpool life, constantly thinking about suicide (defiantly habit) and cutting (perhaps usually) plz tell me some of your problems … they even amount to mine?

I think u can be depressed, maybe u should see a therapist to try to work on these things.